I just need to say that I’m going. There’s nothing i can do to change that. I dont know if I’ll ever come back, or if I’ll be gone forever, either way, I’ll miss you.

I dont know whats happened to us. Why does it seem as though i’m ALWAYS the one to start conversations? Oh yeah, because i am.

I get that he’s more important, and that he’s going through shit at the moment, but what if i am too? Would you know? Would you have noticed? No. Because you dont care enough to ask if I’m okay. I guess you dont care anymore.

I know that this is my fault mostly. If She’d never come into the picture then we’d never have ended like that. i dont expect you to drop everything and come running back to me. i dont know what we were before, but i know we’ll never be like that again. Because you’ve got him and you dont need me anymore.

Dont get me wrong, i love the boy. He’s like a brother to me, and he seems to care more about me than you do. If the boy is happy, and you’re happy, then i guess it’s okay. Because you being happy is important to me.

Unless you’re planning on making an effort in our friendship, I think I’ll just go. Becuase I’d rather leave feeling as though i fought for someone who is important to me, even though it was in vain.

I’m sorry i cant tell you this to your face.

Text me, i guess.